There are days that I find myself bashing my head against the wall. My mind goes at a million miles an hour and I'm forced to sit at a desk at work while all these things seemingly move without me. Today, I'm struggling with issues that I want to help someone with their own issues, but I make myself sit on my hands. I am, by nature a fixer. Most men are... I believe God wired men to be problem solvers. As this person goes through their trials, I just watch from the sidelines. It actually makes my heart very heavy. I'm also a very emotional person. Not being able to help nearly brings me to tears. I wonder how others deal with similar issues? I want to go out an run five miles...even right now.
But I know God is working in both the other person and me. I just need to be obedient to God and only move when He tells me to. Perhaps this is how God has shaped those who love Him into submissive servants. I pray that is what He's doing with me.
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